君がいるだけで、僕は飛べるよ。

offically switched to blogger..
at last...hear everyone say finally..I've changed yea..
will not be deleting this blog yet..

 I AM SWITCHING TO BLOGGER SOON~~
probably when I'm done with my blogskin,and figured out how to transfer all my entries over....

Yi Lin>>>>don't try to deny lah!you are mei nu lor...even my mum says so.If your face is fat,what is mine huh...:P

I'm so frustrated today...

I think I'm stressed...

I think I'm a little overwhelmed...perhaps I should just skip tomorrow's GEM meeting and head to library to sleep before dance training.(I realised clubhouse is such an inconducive place for sleeping...so squeezy)

we're having a publicity gig at FC3,6 and 2 next wednesday.So we were like practising today...
and I haven't done the complete 'New Jack Swing' for such a long time....so I confused my steps!!!!
Then I started laughing cos...gosh...embarrassing can!
then hanafi was like,'Why you always laughing!?'
as if I wasn't embarrassed enough...
like as if I wasn't serious...
-_______________-
maybe I really laugh too much...
I shall dance with no expression then...
LIKE THAT :   -___________________-

what is with me!!!???
new choreo was difficult to catch...
(T_______________________T)
I need to practise like mad...less than 3 weeks to WAVES.*faints*

不能这样子啦！！打起精神来！！！！
Fighting!
I am okayyyyyy....

I just need my sleep...~~~

itab tomorrow...

なんであなたに見せないの、好きな気持ちを。
目に合えなくて。。。
知って欲しいなああああ～～～～
バカみたい！！！
どうすればいいの！！？？

 to Amanda>>>correct lah...you click the babble here...then leave your comment and your name..cos there's only one option non-livejournal users can use which is the ANONYMOUS.feel like changing to blogger...but...im a html idiot.:P

I think I was brain dead during CRS discussion today...
either I was super tired or I totally agreed with what they said,I couldn't think of any rebuttals.
went dentist just now...and it was horrible
though it was only scaling,it hurt A LOT.Doc scaled until got blood.
it still hurt after the whole thing.
Pain until I can cry...
I think when you become a tertiary student,they don't really care about your teeth.
I paid $9 for the pain...
it's ok...it's over...
I'm just going to a private dentist next time.
perhaps they may be gentler...

my mum has put up the christmas trees!!~~
one big and one small.
will upload the pics probably this weekend.
and the presents under the tree are not mine.
-_______________-
except for one...
THANKS TO AMANDA!!!~~

changed blogskin again.AND I REALLY LOVE THIS ONE..
cho-kawaii~~


Sunday
went orchard again:P


mos burger's new addition!!Red Bean Treat!Uber yummy!
actually I wanted the cranberry one but then took the red bean instead because my mum loves red bean.(:

Bought Ryofudo's new ice cream!!
Both were so much better than the previous red bean and green tea flavours.
the yellow one's chestnut,purple's purple sweet potato
the one on top is milk tea ice cream in chocolate.wasn't really nice...
the milk tea taste was a bit too much...

after that continued christmas shopping..
bought a blouse...
wanted to buy Giordano's bling bling cardigan but didn't..
and now..I've decided to buy...
-_______-
I hope the private sale has it at a cheaper price:P

Saturday
wanted to chiong tutorials today...but slacked until it was time to go for Oschool Recital.
Busy watching 'My Girl' with my mum..hehe.Typical Korean drama...but it's nice.

train-ed to chinatown.
coincidentally met yanling and janice at outram..we were the first to reach.
waited for a couple of minutes..before everyone came.
and guess what..no one knows how to get to Far East Square...!!
but in the end,we still got there.
so many people queuing when we reached there.
so sian...we ended up at the back.
there's only one thing good about the back...which is,you don't need to get blasted by the loudspeakers.
the worst thing is that,you can't see the performance properly.
can't see the floorwork properly...especially the bboy part.Wanted to see the Bgirl's movements also lah!But can't see...sadddd..Lyrical/LA Hip Hop part also...Jazz also
T___________T
the first item was shockingly shocking.Hip Hop 1 used our 'New Jack Swing' intro song!
and the choreo was almost the same.
we were like...(0.0)
that's our dance piece!
I think SDZ still does a better job...:P
dance battle was hilarious...
I wanted to battle also cos of the Oschool voucher.But it would be too embarrassing.
whole thing ended at around 9pm.
then stayed to watch people dance....until 10pm.
then we went for supper at Lau Pa Sat.
I didn't eat anything cos it was too late.
my tastebuds totally switched off.
then watch them eat until around 11 and decided I super need to go.
my mum was sorta upset luh..
yanling asked shasha to escort me to MRT station..cos I didn't dare to walk alone.
but in the end,edmond,heng thye,yi chang and wilson also decided to go.
so,I got 'escorted' by them instead...
they're like super kawaii can...
play 'hide-and-seek' summore..
no lah.actually all of us were hiding from yi chang.:P

so paiseh...I think I very扫兴..but very thankful...at least got people accompany me.
( ^ V ^ )V

 

mr george says he don't care..huilan and I must dance for open house...
argh....
told him cannot already mah...he said just go and have fun...
and the auditions are next friday...then I told him choreographing a dance isn't that easy.I mean if you want a simple one it'd probably be ok..but...I dunno.Then he's like it would be ok and everything cos he said I also danced during IDEAS...I was like...that was all on-the-spot..and besides,I repeated so many steps.
whatever....whatever...why he keeps insisting!??

so tired today...slept for a super long time during break when we were discussing CRS...
I told Amanda....I need some sleep if not I'm like super brain dead...cannot discuss anything.Everything will just appear difficult to me....
Saturday
had sleepover with Yi Lin on saturday...
she didn't buy me donuts factory*cries* 
her new dyed hair suits her lahhh~~my mum also called her 'mei nu' can...haha.
went orchard for christmas shopping...

 
Ate macaroons!!!I had chocolate raspberry...it tastes soooo good~~~so many flavours also.Had a hard time choosing which one.
 
went to MOS burger for dinner...ankake burger is quite nice but I thought shrimp cutlet was much better..
 
bought my nephew a remote controlled mini couper!!!sooo cool lah...the doors can actually open by itself...comes with flashing lights~~

went home and ate this Japanese thingy...it's like jelly on the outside(but it isn't jelly...must be some konnyaku thing)and the inside is red bean...but the jelly thing was so salty...tasted really weird.
 
WHAT is this taste?
 
Yi Lin had a hard time eating it...she ate the red bean and threw away the jelly..HAHA.I just ate the whole thing..if not very wasted..Then after that,we danced..MUAHA...
 
then we continued eating...Japanese snacks...this one is super nice!

 
butter flavoured...YUM.The shape is so cute yeaaa...

 
this is a pic of Yilin killing an insect cos I was too busy freaking out...
she said she could hear the crack sound when she squeezed the tissue(and the insect of course)..EW.
then watch TV,talk and talk and talk...
she kept calling "Bosco!!!"(Bosco is this hot Hong Kong actor...)when we run out of stuff to talk about...lol

Sunday
 
my mum's godmother's new house after en-bloc...so nice the space!!It's good if you're living alone..more than enough space...Love the windows...actually there's nothing special but it makes the whole space soooo bright..


saw this little girl from my church again when I was on the bus to orchard....SO CUTE!!!!so i took a picture of her..She always has this tiara on her head...super kawaii~~~
queued for 3 hours at Starhub...and I was so disappointed when they said they didn't have the purple coloured phone.So I took brown instead..never mind...at least it's not the common white or black..

just came back from dance not long ago...actually it was suppose to end at 6pm.
But anyway,I just stayed on for fun...learnt locking from shasha again...then did my own choreo for the fun of it...:P
today was a little short actually...cos we did everything once...besides the 'through with love' choreo of course..
some pictures....


ah beng "shaving" our senior's head with a handphone!!!I think you might've guessed it correctly...it's the shaver ringtone...super funny


our dance team has just transformed into a football club...and it wasn't even a soccer ball!!madness...once,they actually kicked the ball into the ceiling and vincent had to climb up a chair to fix it...

there were so little people during GEMS meeting today!!~~I was like slacking.Playing facebook...my dear fluff pet has an attitude problem!!Cannot blame lah...I haven't been feeding her.(should change his gender cos its name is Kame-chan)I gave her ice cream sundae..and you know what was its reaction?!?!???"I'd rather starve"...I was like...DOTS.Then it hated cherries and strawberries...veggie stuff...Bought myself a Chanel bag on the Fab Bag application...Niceeee...Then played a lot of Likeness quizzes...Seriously slacking.So many people aren't serious about their roles in the play..So saddening.I want to act but cannot(cos I'm seriously busy.I gave up the role).Those who have the chance don't cherish it...


it's abit dark...only 4 people rehearsing...

Tuesday
went for session...before that,went to clubhouse.SO MANY PEOPLE squeeze into one small room.Then me and the girls watched "斗牛。要不要？" on janice's lappy...but I didn't really like the show...I thought "MVP"'s basketball scenes were so much nicer.Then we had a meeting about FOC dance camp....I think all of us get to be involved.YAYYY!I've never had a camp at SP before.Exciting yeaaa... then for session,we only cleared up 'through with love'...then the guys cleared up JT's choreo...poor thing lah all of them.hanafi a.k.a dance pres made them do 10 push ups per mistake.*faints*madness....
found this in clubhouse...


a to-do list for WAVES...WHOAAAAA~~~ 

Monday
got back accounts results..only 76...(T_T)
so-so only...SADDD...


update sleepover pics tomorrow...
I'm so sleeeeepy now...


update tomorrow...
gotta go sleeeeeeeeeeeep!~~~

なんだ、あたし！！
何期待してんの？
バカみたい。
マジであほだ。
わからなくなった。
気にしたくなくなりたいけど、ありえない。

ねえ、大切なあなたへ
今はあきらめたくない。
ずっと待ちつずけたいけど、もし...
もしもいつかあきらめたのなら、あなたに告げたいのは、"本当に好きだったよ。"

ok,going back to talking to Yi Lin....

OMG...
another dance outing...( ^ V ^ )V
yayyyy...
but need to pay money...sian already...

anyway...NewS 'weeeek' single and 'pacific' album is OUT in Taiwan already!!!!MTV played their MV today!HAPPY SONG...I wanna buy the album~~~~Talking about Johnny's entertainment...there's this new group called Hey!Say!Jump...They're like so cute...average age is like 15.So young!!But their song was totally disappointing..the dance was ok..

Then watched EXILE's new MV...featuring Sowelu and I dunno what's the other group...The song was disappointing too...the dance was not as nice as the previous MVs...

Then watched Kumi Koda's MV "Last Angel" featuring TOHOSHINKI!!!!!(a.k.a Dong Bang Shin Ki)
THE MV WAS SUUUUUUUUUUUUPER!!!so envious~~~I wanna dance with Tohoshinki too~~*dreams*
love the dance..love the dance...SO COOL!!!!

Met Emily on the way to school today...and we were discussing why Daniel loves using EXILE songs...then she was like saying,why he don't want to use Super Junior or Shinhwa's songs...YA LOR!!!!Super Junior's songs are like so nice..Shinhwa also...Dong Bang Shin Ki also...:P

slept through stats today...so sleeeeeeepy...

got back econs results...it ain't good enough but thank God,I improved...

Gave Winnie a suprise for her BIRTHDAY!!!nice yaaa..so many people's birthday this month..

sleeeeeeeeeeepover tomorrow~~~YAY.
at least I finished my accounts homework..and I still don't get bank rec...
can't understand Lulu...:P(ps:mumtaj and my joke luh...)





今は友達でいていいから。
いそがないでいい。
ゆっくりでいい。
もう想いたくない。
もう片思いしたくない。
あたしは待つ。
つらくても、待ちたい。
本当に本当に、大ちゅうううきだからね。
落ち着く～～～見つめたら、ドキドキ過ぎちゃったみたい。

-________________________-

It's so shocking...

IDEAS teacher asked if I wanted to perform for SB Open House...( ' O ' )
Of course I agreed to!With Huilan of course...cos she's also from george teo's class...
Then we decided to include some other SDZ-ians also..
AND THEN..we plan to tell the seniors of course..so delighted over being able to perform then...
we need to过学长那一关。如果他不让我们跳，我会很难过的咧。毕竟我们并不是以SDZ表演。
有时真的会觉得他怎么那么难搞啊。
本当に最低！ダンスしたいんだよ！

We watched a bit of 'Love Letter' during IDEAS today...some old Japanese movie in teacher's era.
Slow moving~~haha...
Then he went on to show Lust,Caution a.k.a ‘色戒' trailer...and continued talking about the uncut version of the movie..and how the relationship between tony leung and the woman developed...And the conclusion is...tony leung's character is so terrible...HOW CAN HE GO KILL THE WOMAN??!!The woman didn't kill him although she was supposed to and in the end HE kills her..

Saw Wendy,my GEMS teacher,during lunch today...super funny.
She was trying to guess what I was going to eat...and she had it all wrong except for one,which was the tofu.
And she asked me if I was eating only tofu..HAHA.She's such a fun teacher..

HIV talk was boooooooring today.EXTREMELY uninteresting.My biology textbook could've gave me the same information...
-___________________________- 

Watched Super Junior's new MV 'Marry U' today!!!In the morning...plus!!DONG BANG SHIN KI's 'Forever Love'!!
HAPPY~~~

2 confirmed tickets to WAVES...and more coming.Thanks guys!!
Really appreciate the support..yaaaa...
I'll dance hard to give you all the best performance yaaa....and of course the whole of SDZ...


Tuesday
some old piccys...played 7-up on Tuesday.And Fengming had to be forfeited cos she said the multiple of 7 instead of clapping her hands for more than 3 times.This was what we made her do...



 
paste 'Please Kick Me' on her jacket...and they made her go down to the lecture hall to take attendance list.HAHA.So mean...but really funny.She was like walking backwards all the way...when the paper was pasted on her back..

Wednesday
Frontpage was terrible..I'm so bad at computer stuff..
Couldn't understand Frontpage...:P
Received my ITAB paper back...78!!!!*squeals*I think I've never got this kindda marks for ITAB before.YAY!I thought MS Access was a total killer summore.Maybe it's really better than Excel??But definitely not as fun as Excel..

TGIW!!(thank God it's wednesday)
HAD DANCE!!!Get to自high during dance...I got confused with steps for mass dance...oops..And instructor picked main dancers for 'through with love' choreo today...I'm so happy I get to be one of them ( ^ V ^ )YAY!~~~
Ended early today..but most of us stayed.Rachel plans to go Studio O to learn House!!!!!!!!She said it was like $120 for unlimited sessions.That means can go for locking,popping and reggae!!~~~I wanna learn~~Though I also wanna learn LA Hip Hop..The point is...it seems like no one's interested in LA Hip Hop.ARGH.Most of the girls wanna go learn LA Hip Hop...

this year's not even over..and I'm thinking of next year...:P

Anyway...
pics from dance training~

 
Rachel doing her weird piggy nose...

 
Rachel and me...

 
steph,me and rachel...My phone can only fit 3 humans...

 
ME IN SPECS!!!(with no lens)lol...borrowed from Rachel.Niceeee...I didn't know I'd look nice in specs like that...I think my current specs make me look so toot(like office manager)...

Dance was tiring...my legs were aching....But fun as usual...

DAUGHTRY WON!!!!JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE WON!!!!FERGIE WON!!!!!BEYONCE WON!!!!!
But I can't remember what music awards was it...>.<

can't wait for Saturday...Yi Lin's sleeeeping over!!~~
Sleep over...donuts...a whole night of singing...dancing...YAYYYYYYYY~~~
and taking pics...hahaaaa...

2 more months and it will be the end of Year 1...
撑多两个月，努力多两个月。
Fighting!~






あの人本当に平気？自分の気持ちを隠してるかな？
あたしは多分わかんないけど、気にしてるよ。
あなたは心から笑ってるのかな？
選ばれなくて、大丈夫？

"Bubbly"

I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tingles in a silly place

And it starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying safe and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

And it starts in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm

And they start in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

And it starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you go

wherever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile( ^ V ^ ) 
Even just for a while 


あなたがいるから、あたし、笑える。
知ってほしいよ。

I realised I haven't blogged a lot of pics..cos I forgot:P


so far..the best nail I've done...even christabelle said it looks fake..



elizabeth reading the snow white storybook...



my favourite~~CARS!!!I dunno why..but I love the red...



free mini poppers after getting my digicam..mini poppers are so yummmmmy~~~


 
bossini was giving out free cakes last last week...Didn't really like it though..butter cream.EW.

have to go for Drama GEMS later...T_________________T
So I still have to be in school...

I've got my starhub voucher..YAY...I wanna change phone~~
Samsung is terrible..

Can do my nails later...AT LAST,I've found some time...

Random thoughts:
1.maybe I should go O school to learn something next year...(watched some of the O school vids on their webbie...I think LA Hip Hop is super cool...I wanna learn House also...)provided someone is willing to accompany me.I don't dare to go alone...:P
2.I want to eat Pizza Hut's Cheese Fondue
3.I think Justin Timberlake's cool...
4.Sony Cybershot T2 ad rocks...
5.I wanna eat mud cake..
6.I wanna go Starbucks and drink Peppermint Mocha
7.When I go Kbox next week,I'm going to sing NSYNC
8.Colbie Caillat's "Bubbly" is a superrrrr nice song!Anyone has the song?please gimme~~
9.I should blog less often
10.Should I do red highlights then colour treatment...??Super risky cos I LOVE BLACK HAIR.Though my hair isn't really black...

Going to m'sia for Christmas...
Presents...YAY!!!!
Honestly,I dunno what I should ask for...:P
Had a superb present last year...my Japan trip...wasshoi.I'm not asking anyone to beat that...

I've to get presents for my nieces and nephews too.
Need to check out what's their favourite stuff...
I love giving presents..if only I was rich...I would give many many presents...
Christmas is about giving..(^V^)

And now..I'm going to picture blogginggg..:P

my broom-ish hair...I was trying to do a bun...but my hair was too short..:P




shiseido!!!took it from the counter...I love maquillage!!And the girls are so pretty!!The one on the far left is Ebihara(a.k.a Ebi-chan)She's super popular in Japan...










 
SO PRETTY~~~~

Ok...I should go back to my homework...

I am emo-ing today...I dunno...So I'm blogging everything in Japanese...
cos emo stuff isn't nice to your eyes yea?

もう疲れた。
中学でいつも一番ダンサーで生きてきた。
今、突然に一番になれなくて、悲しい！

わかんなくなった。

あたし　ダンスより音楽の方が好きなのかな？

自分が自分を信じればいいと思ってた。

男がいらないと思ってた。

今は変わったじゃん？１７歳になってから、不安になったし、恋をしたいし。
なんでだろう？
なんで誰かに頼りたいの？あたし　親友に頼れるでしょう？母に頼れるでしょう？

今日　サイテええええ！！！！！！！
瞳の飴もいなくて。先輩もサイテええええええ！！！！
悩んでる！！！！努力したい！！！負けたくない！
認めてくれた人、ありがとう！感謝してます。
あなたたちのコンプリメントを覚えて、ダンスを努力します！

I'm feeling so blue...~~

I dunno who to tell my feelings to...
I can't get my best friend...
I dunno who else can understand my emo-ing too..
maybe one of my friends can...maybe my mum can...but I dunno how to start...

sometimes I think I should stop emo-ing over dance stuff..

session was boring today

Ok..I'm supposed to be doing econs tutorial and I'm blogging...well..anyway...might as well since..I'm already online...

I've already signed up for banking option...(:

Anyway...Amanda tried to google my name on Yahoo...Super funny.And there was only 1 accurate result which was the entry on black curry forum.Errrrm...haha...

I've got one of the main roles for Drama GEMS...I'm already busy and I still have lines to memorise?Whoa...I'm transforming into superwoman..Should I just give up on the role??I'm so unsure..
Yesterday's GEMS meeting was super funny...We had it at the amphitheatre near moberly.And after discussing everything...everyone started kbox-ing on the spot.SHOCKING.And I had no voice so I sang terribly...embarrassing.And my voice today isn't any better..What is happening?I want my voice back!!!

And dance yesterday ended quite early..but we stayed longer to practise...And 我偷学了House dance...I like house dance and I don't really like house music.How weird is that?I wonder if w-inds 'Boogie Woogie 66' is actually house music...maybe it's locking...Yaaa..I think it's locking..:P I wanna do girls hip hop too...I wanna do popping too...I wanna do everything...well almost..cos it's unlikely I'll do breakdancing.I've not enough upper body strength...

Muscles aching already...tomorrow have session summore... 

Daniel took out my favourite part of New Jack Swing...AAAAAAAAAH.I wanna dance the whole of New Jack Swing..So saddening when he changed that part...*cries*(T_T)

Well..well...we had our IDEAS presentation today...It was so cool.We got to eat chocolate fondue!My first time!!!And Gloria Jean's mud cake was ultra delicious.The chocolate was so thick!YUM....I think the funniest was Seto's group..Hairwash in a computer lab..lol...Should've taken pics..but was too busy laughing at them....

 I dunno why I'm so flustered over the leading thing during dance today.
而且我不是不会lead，我是有点害羞。毕竟我跟每个人都一样。Same evel...
Lack of confidence to lead ya...It feels as if I don't have that right to lead.(not saying that I have the right to of course)
Perfectionism ya...what am I thinking...I should just get over it..
但说真的，被说lousy真的超不甘心...

I'm so tired now...And so little people came for dance today...
went through the whole of "Through With Love"..dunno why I keep losing my balance..haha..
argh..must practise again tomorrow..

Have options streaming briefing tomorrow until 5pm..which means I'll be missing my dance for 2 hours.Not as if it's any big deal..but so weird going in suddenly in the middle when everyone's dancing...attract attention
I already decided to choose banking option from the start...that's why I came into this course...But I still need to go..haha..just to confirm...

And today,when I asked the SB's director's secretary to help me pass to the director to sign my bursary form,she had totally bad attitude.I dunno why..but the office people has such bad attitude.I don't even know why they got hired.I mean..it's like..no matter how much you hate your job,you have a job,you should take pride in it!!

I'm tired...I'm going to sleep..It's going to be another long day tomorrow...

今日、瞳の飴来なかった。
試験があるわけかな？
ちょっと寂しかったね、あたし。彼がいないから。
彼はいい成績が取れるようにね。
がんばって！瞳の飴！